So today I am 8 dpo and I've not POAS once. Not sure if it's because I'm not feeling this was the cycle or if I'm just trying to not think it was. I don't want to get my hopes up, but no matter what I say - they do. I hate that I'm reading too much into every little sign again. Why is this so difficult?!
I've been having twinges, not sure how to explain them but they're like flutters, sometimes a little strong but usually just a flutter. What the fuck is that?! I have had crazy dreams the last few nights, I can't really remember them but they wake me up with sweats. My lower back aches and I keep telling myself just three more days and then AF will show up. But I don't know. I have a heavy feeling down there, well not down there but down where my uterus is. Never felt that before.
So I'm probably reading too much into every little thing. Watch, I probably didn't O and FF is just fucking with me!
The hubs has had two dreams about me being pg - since December. How weird is that? On a walk this weekend, he asked me if I'd POAS yet. Took me completely off guard. He doesn't really talk about ttc, other than he's tired of on demand sex so I try to not be on a schedule. He also shares with me that he talks to some coworkers about babies and stuff. Wow, how about talking to me, mister!?
This weekend, I felt nauseous - way too early for signs, I'm sure. Or is it? Who knows. STOP THINKING ABOUT IT!!
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