Frustrated!

I'm having one of those days where I just am in a shitty mood and don't really care for other people's negative attitudes about life and the rotten lemons they've been thrown.  Rude, right?  Yeah, I thought so but I just don't give a damn.

I'm irritated because I can't get my doc's office to do simple things - the staff seem to be so damn incompetent!  Each and every time I have called in and gotten a nurse on the phone, they never have my chart so I have to repeat myself EACH DAMN TIME!  Is it really hard to grab my chart and look it over real quick? I don't know why they can't give me my results, why they insist on having the doc call me - the next day or so.  Just tell me!!  Maybe my expectations are too high, maybe because I'm not some ignorant woman who has no idea when I ovulated, when I conceived, exactly how far along I am.  I love my doc, don't get me wrong.  I always liked him, just never loved him.  But after the miscarriage, I had a new feeling about him.  And since this pregnancy, I've never had any issues when talking to HIM on the phone.  His staff, that's another story.  I want to schedule an appointment for the future, like say in three weeks.  "Oh you need to talk to the doctor before we can schedule the appointment."  "You know it's still really early so we'll have to wait."  I'm sorry, did you hear what I said? I don't want to schedule it for tomorrow, just want to get it scheduled.  Why can't you do that?  What's the doc going to say?  "Your numbers look great, I'll have the girls schedule an appointment in three weeks."  Pretty sure that's how this convo will go, IF he calls me today.

I'm irritated because I feel like I'm starting to lose contact with my closest friends.  It's like a cycle I guess.

Maybe it's the hormones but I'm just frustrated!